$400.00

I threw away all my handbags because they are old, ripping apart, embarrassing to wear it out on public. Did not know it was that bad until I noticed my friend look at my bag and gave it a dirty look, then really encouraged me to throw it away and buy a new handbag/purse. As of now, I do not have a purse. I marched into a department store and found tons and tons and tons of beautiful handbags! Of course I find out that in order to have a nice, decent BEAUTIFUL looking purse, it will cost you AT LEAST $200. ANd then I saw it. It was...the most Beautiful thing i have ever seen. I was determined to buy it. Heck with money, I don't care! I WANT IT AND I NEED IT! I can use my credit card...pshhh..i'll pay it off.  So I look at the price...and of course it is almost $400. Plus tax over $400. So then I drop it and leave with my head down. I was so determined to buy it even if it was $200. Why is it that the one you want has to be the one you can never afford?? And since i'm not working, buying that purse would be incredibly stupid. But i was THIS CLOSE...THIS CLOSE to buying that purse.